here i am just sitting at a desk doin nothin....covering the front desk for about 30 min and being bored so heres something that will keep me occupied. first of all....Princess, yeah that was so stupid, it made no sense what so ever. those looked so random it was so retarded! Marble gurl, we need to have that weekly talk about the Veg. we fallin' behind. *wink* but to the two of you....*prayer needed* please for sarah.....goin through loss of a father figure who was there for 10 years of her life.... and her mother who is breaking down...no shattering into pieces....she needs comfort...and peace of mind...and man the will love her no matter whats goin on in her life...(*Jesus*) and its hard for me get up the courage to say this to her cuz ill end up sayin something like "you kno that you and paul (father figure) shouldnt have been living together, and 'you reap what you so'...." or somethin around those lines and i dont want to be giving her more guilt...she doesnt need any of the that. but she need God and His ever-reaching, everlasting, never-failing love. please i need help and so does this breakin relationship/family"
July 19, 2005
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back to the "bump, set, spike"-ing. Played volleyball today after work and goin home...yeah that mean i had to come back. now im back in school bout to learn more about servers and the Operation system of a server. so yeah... im gonna go and i might just update later when i get home and now that said im gonna go and learn something!!! (OMGosh! calvins gonna learn something!!!!!)
PhoenixPhyre
July 18, 2005
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yeah so sunday...yesterday.
we had a pretty good service but im still needing a day of me just standing in the presence b4 i get to the point where i think i need to be. its getting really bad and i need some time to myself and to God where i can jus talk to him and jus "kick off my shoe and stay a while...". anyway to the good part.
i want and saw the funniest movie so far im my life!!! lizzy kristyn "nelly" regina and i went to see charlie and the chocolate factory. the songs, to me, made alot of the movie. went then out to get a few cinnamon-sugar pretzels and jus was talking about random things(lizzy and me) and went into 5 below (bekah & kristyn).
and today was the usuall Work....School...Sleep....dont kno at the moment whether or not im goin to see sarah tonight (would be nice
) any way i am finally back to the xanga (officially) but i dont kno at the moment if ill be update day-ly....yeah... well now im out and about to leave school...peace out!!
GodPhoenixZ
July 17, 2005
April 19, 2005
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Kindness
open up the skies of mercy
and rain down the cleansing flood
healing waters rise around me
hear my cries, Lord
let 'em rise
its your kindness, Lord
that leads me to repentance
your favor, Lord
is my desire
it your beauty, Lord
that makes me stand in silence
your love, your love is better than life
thank you, Lord, for all the chances you have given me when i was bound in the sins, falling into the temptations of my sexuality, for setting me free and giving me the verse of freedom that is in my favorite book of Psalms...119:32
"i will run in the path of your commands, for you have set My Heart FREE!"
and while i study to keep myself pure, let Ephes. 5:3-5 be a constant reminder of your standards in my life...
"among you there must not be a hint(not even the tiny-est bit) of sexual immorality, or any impurity, or greed...for it is improper amoung saints"
and also i wish to keep your will for me and that will is give clearly in verses in 1 Thess. chapter 4...with verse 3 to 5...
"it is God's will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality; that each of you should learn to control his
own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in passionate lust like the heathen, who dont kno God..."
and when i have no strength to fight, Lord i ask you to take over and put me in a place
where only you are present and you're my "Audience of One"
again, thank you Lord for you Kindness, mercy, cleansing blood, healing water, and favor!
AMEN!
April 16, 2005
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HAHAHA!! well this might be my last entry for a long while....but the ones who comment will see me on sundays/wednesdays anyway and if they wanna kno whats goin on then theyll ask....so its pretty much a waste of time...(when no one except 2 people comment) so anyway...today i went to work and was trying to just to have everything clean for tomm...there was a wedding and a singles meeting....between them there was like no time....and not everything got clean...most of the places where the most people go were clean....then i just wanted to go home and sleep but i promised that i would run by pastor dorthy's and finish the rest of the yard work....and WE DID IT!!!!! FINALLY!!!!! DANG! i had some help from adam(aquantance that plays yu-gi-oh), Brandon(guy i meet at steve's small group) and his brother....whos name escapes me....lol. but anyway we all jus hung out for a while after the yard was done...ate food, hacked the bean sack....walked around marley mall for like 20 mins....(it was about to close soon)....theres way too many people from the church that go to that mall....i saw atleast....25 people i knew from the church or atleast go to rec night to hang.....well goin on...i just wanted to go home and brandon decides to pull out a unicycle from his car....(why???)....im guessing he was a clown in some part of his life....maybe??....since i wanted to leave......I LEFT!....i was just really tired and wanteeed to go home....i was so tired i even to a nap b4 we went out to do the yard work....i felt really better after that...a much needed power nap...YAYAY!!! well no that im home....i really should go to sleep since i HAVE to go work tomm....lets end it like this...
Farewell all and Goodnight! Sweetdreams to the ladies! for those guys...PEACE! and for everyone who comments thx...and if you dont, then thats just another vote....God Bless!
------- PhoenixzPheather>>>>>>>
April 14, 2005
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well i cant really do much typin cuz im dying of sleep depravation....so yeah....rec night....its rec night, need i say more...This God He is our God forever more and ever more!!! see most of yall on sunday....and i have to work sat and sunday........JESUS HELP!!!!!! i gonna get monies that week ....i just dont feel like working.....oh well, personal request from gary and phil cant do it....so yeah its all me!!!YAY!! *sarcasism*....ok i should really put into practice Phil. 2:14...ok im done complaining....I will not complain! well tomm i go to work and figure out what needs to be done by sat....and theres a wedding sat...yay for them...(one day)*thinking to self* ¿?¿?¿? yep yep yep... ok Peace and Chicken Grease! God Bless!!
*GodPhoenixZ*
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