for the week that i have been goin through and the problems i have to endure....i have a song that goes with the way i feel and the way i want to feel bout life and about how god will see me through....

Blessed Be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be your name

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

Every blessing you pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's 'all as it should be'
Blessed be Your name

Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name

Every blessing you pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in
Still I will say

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name

You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord Blessed be your name

Thanks you Jesus!

love you the friends who care about me

+~*+~*+~*+~*+~*+~*+~*+~*+~*+~*+~

                                                PhoenixPhyre

so i almost got excited enough to write an entry but kristyns comp. had
a case of the "blue screen" and i didnt feel like having to rewrite al
of it all over again. so yeah this is goin to be the extent of entry
outside of im with "hay bay and maddie" and just b-in crazy like Kay
and i would be and then Hay and Maddie so then we just mix it all up
and have a big Bob-Your-Head partay so yeah... can you tell im with
kristyn when i say "so yeah". well not say much more snce no ones goin
to say much about it and looks like i got on phils nerves but dont care
much so....yeah im starting to ramble now and its annoying me now so bye

                                 
*Phoenixz Re-born*

.....i love you guys for the comments and love but like i said, the comments on my site a scarce and i dont fell like "wasting" perfectly good time i could use doin something else and not having to check my xanga every other day or everyday like i did b4. well looks like i proved my point and i didnt even go to check right away and this is like almost 3 day ago so you kno what....forget the slackers who call themselves my "xanga buddies" if they can even take like 2 min out of their day to see whats up. Peace and Bless you cuz thats what i get now that i kno im not gonna get many comments but i knew that already. and the Phoenix exspells into ashes again. bye guys for another few months.

                               *GodPhoenixz*

maybe if there were nice people in the Xanga world like that who is with Pickles...who would comment and make me feel like i should... maybe then would i, the actual owner of the site(GodPhoenixz), take time out of my busy yet boring life to let y'all kno what im up to while living my life, like visiting my B-E-A-Utiful Girlfriend up at frostburg again this weekend for homecoming. thats my brief update b/c one person, no...correction, two people asked me to.

                                *PhoenixPhyre*

Hey Guy's this is lizzy, the not so mysterious person who messes with his site cause i figured out his password. muahahahaha. but anyway the point of me putting an entry was to convince all readers to tell calvin to update more...why? cause he needs to. that is all.

Hi everyone...well, i went on a road trip to Frostburg State University.....and Sarah...is.....gone now....i helped her move in to the dorm and met her roommate (who by the way i really dont like...) a couple of other people said that there was just somthing wrong with her... and i agree...when i walked in the room Lauren already had started to take over the room and just the essence in the room was unsettling for me and a few others. but, back to the Sarah thing and not bashing her roommate...moved her in and fit everything in (Big Accomplishment since everyone thought she brought too much with her) and Susan (Sarah's sis) got lip from one of the RAs (stupid heads) b/c she brought Posh in with her....(the dog/neise*)....if confused...Posh is Susan's dog / daughter / Sarah's neise*. we all went to ruby tuesday for a really early dinner, went back to the room(cried and went to sleep on the way back to the room....i think it finally hit me), everyone but myself said "bye", then left and got back to the house around 9:30pm.

i cried again today but *Surrender*ed All to Jesus today. i heard the song as soon as i got into the grand hall and out came the tears..... needless to say...i really miss my Gorgeous, the Princess of my World, the Love of My life...Sarah. i love you Sarah.

                   From The Depths of My Heart
                   *Leader of a Nameless Tribe*

quick and sweet....God awesome in Summerfest! Sonicflood! Fusebox!  hangin... I Love Sarah!!!! ::cry:: ....sarahs leavin for frostburg soon.... ::cry:: goin to baltimore and to frostburg; getting 2 saterdays off!! not much else....

this is all i have to say from these last few days.....

<3<3I LOVE SARAH!!!!!! <3 <3

well yeah....the whole being reminded that its august....really sucks....one b cuz every1s goin away to school again and 2....sarahs leaving me.....3 hours away.....thats really gonna suck...not being able to see her like everyday....(not like i have....but i was easier to see her) and shes goin away for...ev...er....for....ev...er............f.o.r....e..v.......e....r...............AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!   well ill be ok. ill just have to go up there and see her every once-in-a-while

..............wow whats a dumb way to lose your cell phone and destoy it....

...........Drop it in your Toilet........

so now i have no phone for a long while....and i dont really have the money to get a new one....and im going to premier as soon as i pay it off...andi need new tires for my car...all this crap is goin on and i cant really get a hold and hang on yet.... after i fix one thing....another two problems come in its place.....this is really retarded....someone help me if you can....

who can help me now??? (if you cant find the answer...always go with....) Ba-by Jesus!!!