....I need a newer car.... this car is giving me more trouble then its worth and I put in at least 20times its worth.... I’m so....frustrated with it... and I’m not getting paid yet so it’s not like I can save for a new car... I’m having to spend the money i've got to get to training and pay bills and.... life is....GRRRR~! I wish I didn’t have to deal with all this dumb stuff.... I wish we didn’t need money to do everything. I wish the world wasn’t so greedy. But my wishes only look at the things that are goin wrong in my life so God, use this to teach me something. Don’t let the lesson pass me by but rather let the lesson be learned and put to use the first time it is taught.

                                                            ~+*Calvin*+~

 You don't run with the crowd
You go your own way
You don't play after dark
You light up my day
You got your own kinda start that sets you apart
Baby that's why you capture my heart
I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in
And this world doesn't know what you have within
When I look at you, I see something rare
 A rose that can grow anywhere
And there's no one I know that can compare
Chorus:
What makes you different makes you beautiful
What's there inside you shines thru to me
In your eyes I see all the love I'll ever need
You're all I need, Oh girl
What makes you different makes you beautiful to me
You got something so real, it touched me so deep
 See material things don't matter to me
So come as you are, You got nothin to prove
You want me with all that you do
And I wanna take this chance to say to you
Chorus - repeat
You don't know how you touched my life
Oh, In so many ways I just can't describe
You taught me what love is supposed to be
You saw the little things that make you beautiful to me
 What makes you
Chorus - repeat
Everything in you is beautiful
Love you give shines right to me
Everything in you is beautiful
Oh you're beautiful to me

1 Corinthians 13

Love

 1If I speak in the tongues^[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.
2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge,
and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.
3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,^[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease;
where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
9For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child,
I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

and we're off! DAY ONE OF TRAINING COMPLETED!

WCOG TEEN Talent! DVD officially Acquired!

~+*Calvin*+~

first off....

7 months and one week til my birthday!

yes i know thats a long time but... its good to tell people in advance! they get good presents when you do

Second...

goin to sleep as soon as this is done..... why do you ask? Well....

I HAVE TRAINING FOR MY NEW JOB TOMORROW!
I'M SO EXCITED!

HA! alright good night! LOVE~!

                                             ~+*Calvin*+~

My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry.

James 1:19

I have a Maker
He formed my heart
Before even time began
My life was in his hands

Chorus
He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
and He hears me when I call

I have a Father
He calls me His own
He'll never leave me
No matter where I go

Chorus
He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
and He hears me when I call

this weekend was great! YAY! i got to see Kristyn, Will and his wife(Travis's master), Ashley, Malory, Cody, the Jarratt Parents, Laura, Regina, i know there was another girl there but i dont remember her name...but she was hanging with Malory most of the time. oh my gosh! this song was so crazy! it was about the 'constipated men of the "Books of Moses"' lol it was so FUNNY!

There were five (five) five (five) constipated men
in the bible, in the bible

found a 'fairy' selling roses and i saw the most gorgeous looking purple roses! i had to buy it! thing is once i bought it i had no clue who to give it to....carried all day. and we also saw plenty of Sword shops as well as wooden swords(i wanted one sO0o0O badly). lol some of the stage shows we saw were nothing short of hilarious. Hey Nunnie Nunnie, Hack & Slash, Fight School 2 Reloaded. so cool! 

LOL! and then got to see the rest of WCOG sunday at the Clearview concert. the concert itself wasnt totally to my liking but i did like a band that played. E...E....i know it started with an "E"....i wish my memory wasnt so bad LOL

Well LOVE Y'ALL!

                                              ~+*Calvin*+~